Jane Says:
Well I want him to be 6 foot 5 120 lbs,,,,
and….
he would have to have a green Mohawk.
And I would like him to have a sweaty face when I meet him
Mom Says:
Jane, What does a sweaty face represent?
Jane Says:
Sweaty Families…
He would also have hazel eyes .
He would have to be wearing a Flyers shirt and…..
Ellie MOVE!!!!
ha ha ha ha (Maniacal Laughter Ensues)
Hey that’s how I like my guys….
109 days and counting……
I have been wanting to say that for a month. Ever since Steve Trumpey(?) posted on your FB wall, “Hey lookin good” or some such.
So yeah……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
You know my crazy ways and you of all people appreciated chars craziness. I had a dream you laughed at something I said, I heard you and saw you for a second and then you were gone , but for that second you were mine and I was yours and we knew each other like nobodys business. We were always BFF’s, weren’t we? Even when we first started dating and people would say “Wow are you guys brother and sister???” We would politely say “No, we are boyfriend and girlfriend” How many times did that happen, I couldn’t even count. I have been thinking about that so much these last few weeks, how close we were, how we could read each other for so long. When that started to slip away, when I started to lose you and you started to lose me I wish I wish I wish I wish an Ish Fish Dish…
Speaking of Jane and Ellie they are doing ok. Remember when Jane was born and we immediately knew the depth in her eyes, and how she always told us she had a fight with God about which family she would be with. God wanted her to be in a brown family but she fought for us….. That deepness in her eyes how we used to cry when we looked at her, the amazing things in store for this old soul, that found us..that fought for us…
Then Ellie came and they couldn’t have been more different. The light in her eyes was fresh, sparkling new. I remember how you said when you looked at Ellie it was like painting a picture, everything about her was pure inspiration. She is still like that my darling, that will never go away.
Jane misses you she misses drawing with you the most. You should have seen her light up the one night when Croce came by and he sat and they drew together. I hadn’t seen her happy like that in months. Your friends loved you and they love your children and they have been keeping up with me, they have been staying close, they wont let you down.
I bought a camera, the kind you always wanted for me. Its more important to me than ever before to contain our memories in bounded books and scrapbook pages. The girls need to be reminded of whom and which they came. I know you know what I mean by that. I’ve had it for 3 days now and cannot seem to get myself to pick it up. Its something that’s tied to you and without you being here to appreciate it, well its just a let down I guess. I wanna see your happiness for me, and your staisfaction that you completed something, that’s part of the excitement. I will pick it up today I have committed myself to it…and Ill be thinking of taking pictures of your whimsical face all through the live long day.
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